Saturday, October 30, 2010

there are certain things you can type into the notepad program that will cause a chain reaction. the affect is what ever you need to control, it is up to you, that is why most computer programs are always useless and uneffective in anyway initially, and require creation within them for them to have a purpose. so why did we create them in the first place, only to control ourselves from even finding the truth, that is why we need to create computer programs that will be the truth, or at the very least use the ones we have for more than they are designed for.
contributing to society is a double tongued sentence.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Thursday, October 21, 2010

the very cells that make up your existence evolved from molecules created in the

hottest giant explosion, many times bigger than earth. the brain cells that are

being used to think this were created as an explosion that is larger and hotter

than anything you can imagine, and this happened so many years ago that your life

is as short as a flicker of flame from that explosion. since the time of existing

as nearly an infinite amount of molecules moving so fast that we break apart and

combine, as electrons can never be seen, without time, or anything, simply

existing as the simplest form of existence, we have combined into such complex

patterns, to create this what we are, a growing earth, and a brain that can

imagine it, as another pattern, in the evolution.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Sunday, October 17, 2010

a choir of criers sang tears, resonating sounds of our fears,
the light creates all and so does our hearts,
so why can't we see we are all mirrors.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

how much of human knowledge has been destroyed by the cause of blind belief in ignorant faith? are we all equal yet, in our stupidity?
the untouchable experience, the brahmans think, you cannot touch experience with

thought, peoples of the world mean existence visually and mentally, and physically,

but only to certain extremes, most of life is filtered away to blindness,

blackeness, the mind itself is the trickster, the cause of all manipulation, a

bargainer, a trader, the mind is the creator of games themselves, of anything that

is not real, its purpose is the advantage it gains. in this way it is a tool, and those who believe they are mind are tools.
life is a mess, but where is the not mess, that is the meaning in it, look at the way we study history, to see it as a mess, or find the organisation in it?

people who fight are ignorant, someone should show them electricity.
violence is an action caused by desperate madness that only a human intelligence can create. an animal does not have the thought process complexity of many layers to be so disconnected between logic and emotion to get them confused.

violence is always directed at the destruction of knowledge
and root cause; repressed understanding
Why are there greedy players in the game of wall street. Economy, it is all numbers, math science. There should be scientists running it, calculating for overall gain of humanity, not the singular passions of dog eat dog. greed is defined by manipulation. greed is not just wanting something luxurious, it is defined by being a trickster, manipulator to get it, being fake to fool someone to get something you did not work for. The American dream, driven by greed, has become about swindling and dishonesty, a gambler is a bum in expensive clothes, the real low class is a rich man who has never really worked a day for his food, but only stole someone elses, who did work for it, without them knowing.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Sunday, October 10, 2010

The only reason you don't realize you are a slave is that they give you just enough so you don't realize. We work so hard so some people can be very rich, we work to buy people their yachts and mansions, and they provide us with just enough life so we don't realize we are slaves. Why can't all people in Canada be in prosperity? Why are there people struggling? There is plenty in this country but it is controlled and divvied out so that power can rule. When will quality of life rule? disease is both apathy and boredom, but both are forced, as when they inject you with a drug.
I can legally buy wine, pills, and a gun at the store, get all screwed up and blow my head off. But I can't buy marijuana because it might make me a little bit too enlightened to want to put up with the manipulative bullshit of capitalist greed. Stupid government, you have the mental capacity of a bratty teenager, you fight with each other like bullies in a school yard. You can pay someone to go to the moon, to make you look smart, but you can't even figure out health care.

Saturday, October 9, 2010



How many feet could the coyotes voice stretch? Ten thousand feet? Then whose rousing feat fawns breath into clouds definitive? Who brings to sight the black sharpness of vapor.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

I want a true floating, wind pattern manipulating, colour fractal heat interacting, hot air balloon suit, that I can wear, to lessen the wait in gravity, and interact with the nearest atmosphere.

how do you see everything
how can yo see everything
look at the image, to see you must forget the camera holder's mind, the camera holder you see and his mind, see the camera, see the lens and the light, see the object the camera is capturing light that is bouncing off of, see everything, be the only observer, then be the server. be everything else that is not you, so that you can be that as an observer of you, now do you see everything? not yet.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

idea 11 years ago. A type of computer screen, that does not produce light, but reflects light, and in full sunlight would be the brightest and most colourful, being able to utilize the full spectrum of the sunlight. Millions, or even trillions, of tiny mirrors, each one able to be controlled by a computer, with electrical pulses individually to move slightly to reflect certain pairs of wavelengths of light outwards at an angle so that the two waves cross in mid-air and interact, to create a hologram. The best way would be to have a glass sphere, where every crystal structure lattice is a pixel that is formed specifically when the glass was liquid,
using sound waves to vibrate it into a certain pattern to form cells within the structure of the crystal lattice. The computer to control it can mathematically imagine a three dimensional space to represent the glass sphere, and is a map to direct electrical pulses at a certain crystal cell to create a specified colour change when light is shone through, as a filter on each crystal structure of the glass, to create pixels. You could shine light through the sphere from the sides or put a light source in the middle, or both to interact with the two light sources as two factors in programming. Many ways.

Monday, October 4, 2010

cows whose childs were taken away
are always crying
ahh
and here you are
what do you see
not you but
what is there to see
now dogs bark
all at the same time
in a ruffle
and the cow whines back
aueeaeueeaeueau
just your company is a shelter to an animal.
the peacefulness of a musical serenade through the middle of the storm.
all hearts beats are the same beat
and happen at the same time
there is heart muscle, a substance, made of cellular molecules, that exists here on earth,
and all mammals that have a heart are rythemed by this reality of their life, as they would not exist if not born from an oxygen breathing, blood pumping, gravity dancing, organism.
Neurons are cells of the brain. Understanding of the brain is not restricted by being human, that is to say, animals who have brains are similar to humans and humans did not exist before the evolution of these animals, who evolved from other plants and tranformagisms of earth, humans are a later form of animal whose environmental adaption is giving up the outward physical defense in exchange for the power of a creative mind structure, and the specialized dexterital foresight. Understand the possible future, manipulate the present until it is only seen as if it is the past,
the next step was forgotten
tucked oh so neatly back into its subconscious
dissolving, to be what it is, an ebb to affect, as any motion would. One might say a wave is the result of the only force known to man, sun.

Friday, October 1, 2010



When you live in the real world, everyday you experience as your world, the sun shadows and clouds, heat and cold, fractals of plants, insects, animals. At night the galaxies, planets, satellites, shooting stars. It is what we are made of but in the city we get cut away from it, without the city you can see it everyday, as it is you.